goodbye blogspot...

http://thefeelingbasket.tumblr.com/

Last week I...

passed math

met the Edmonton kids

carassauga

bonded with the Edmonton kids

school school school

and was quite anti social

I put myself back in the world this week and it feels quite strange. I don't know, I am tired of making an effort to my "so called friends" stop getting mad at me for not talking to you. I have talked to you enough times, and I have gotten the point already. Fuck you guys.

I don't know what's wrong with me lately, everywhere I look I feel sad. I'll get over it.

xoxo,
jenn

ps. I'm thinking about moving to tumblr, and it's a friday and I'm at home (typical).

I do not know who else to talk to about my deepest feelings but to livejournal. I don't think I would even want to listen to the ridiculous things I say that leaves me drowning.

I have a bitter taste in my mouth.
Maybe it's you?
Nope nope, that's my dinner.

My life is in shambles. And I do not know what to do with myself.. damnit I hate myself! I have nothing to say, so I will let Chopin talk for me. Goodnight world.
xoxo,
jenn

I'm falling.

I am failing night school (math), I have 2 piano competitions in 4 days, my mother is a crazy woman, my father is annoying as hell, I'm fat, my nose bleeds everyday, I think I like someone? And of course when I decided to put myself out there he doesn't care. My "bestfriends" like to say mean things about me, my gym teacher is a physco bitch who likes to mark me absent because I forget my gym clothes, carassauga is around the corner, so is spring concert, and it just so happens to be the month of May...

nothing new here.
I hate me, hurry up and save me I'm looking for you.

WITH A COLD BLACK HEART (and lungs),
xoxo jenn