Oh what do we have here?

I'm blue. { yay for ugly sweaters! }

So imagine being in a room with about 20 people that hate you. 20 people, that constantly make life hard for you on purpose. Just imagine. All the people that hate you in one room. Just imagine. And imagine you, being in this room. Imagine all these people stare at you. Your body, your face, your hair, your outfit. Everything that makes you wrong. And imagine facing these people. Facing them, and not caring anymore and just letting go and be free as person. Just imagine. Tomorrow, I will be doing so. I will force myself, to let go of these people making my life miserable. I am tired of feeling emo everytime I go to cpo. For once, I am going put the emo feelings away. I will practice to all my ability. Even if I have to dance my way to Belgium, I shall do so. And no one can stop me. Tomorrow, I will let go of these people's judgements and ignore them making fun of me tomorrow. I can no longer live hiding behind black curtains and crying while drinking tea & writing emo notes. I cannot no longer do that. I will forgive tita eno, for calling me fat and prove her wrong and you will see Jennifer Fermo in Belgium. A person can only do and take so much. My straw ends here. Tomorrow will be the Jenn who is going to Belgium.

Belgium, here comes Jennifer Fermo!