Sigh* ..

I need to stop holding on to worthless memories and let go. { Well the memories are worthless now. }
F.U.B.K

January 24, 2009 { To add to all of this nonsense }
So, I did nothing. Yet here I am with nothing while you did everything possible to hurt me. Yet, I did nothing to ever hurt you. Nothing. And yet here you are fucking girls on a daily basis, sweet talking girls with your fucking bullshit, and at the end of the day you look down and you see them sucking your dick. Talking to more than 3 girls at a time. And here I am, with nothing. Nothing at all, but those worthless memories. Too bad I still think about those worthless memories. And no no no, I do not miss you. But I miss having memories like those. And boy would I do anything to have memories with someone like that again.

January 28, 2009
Yes, this is the official post where I write all my feelings about worthless boys. Okay so, I am totally confused. Are they together or what? Status doesn't mean anything. Like, if there not together they will fuck and do couple things so what does that mean? What the fuck. This love shit is confusing mang. And also when cleaning my room yesterday I found the go train map tickets and bus tickets that belong to *BK* and I looked at the stuff, and it made me disgusted but a smile. See one day, (I'm hoping soon) I can look at those things and smile and there will no longer be any hate or anything and it will be just a fond memory of that summer. And there will be no hard feelings and I hope that all will be well. Hopefully?