I'm angry and sad at the moment. I have put in my mind that my once dear Milton friends no longer care about me at all. And you know what, at first I was upset but now. I think I'm gonna be okay. Sure I have known them for a while, I now realize it doesn't matter how long you know a person. No one ever looks at time anymore. They look at whats hapenning now and I am not in the now. Which means I am not there. I have grown a hapiness knowing I don't have to try to fix those relationships because they are not my friends. Their not. And I'm okay. Time doesn't matter right? It doesn't my now currently consists of me getting ready for tonight to go to Stephanie Ruffin's house with Mell and mission all around the place. That is my now. I don't have a bestfriend and I don't think I ever will again. It's funny 3 or 2 days ago I was writing about how great my bestfriend is. So Happy Valentines day everyone, I already wrote a long emo note in one of my books I have at home. Have fun celebrating with your significant others. And for the single people out there, it's okay. I feel you.
My valentines. The only 3 people in McDonalds. Were cool.
Honestly Jenn, I totally understand what your saying. I'm going through the same shit. I lost my best friend and everything. Everything you said, I related to. But all we can do is just smile about the good times and just keep going. There is nothing we can do about it but move on with our lives and be happy the way we are and be happy for who is still with us now. Now we know who our real friends are and the ones who truly love us and care about us. And it sucks, a lot, but its for the best, because eventually in life those people were going to hurt you. That's what I've learned, people always change.
ReplyDeleteANYWAYS PINOY, I LAV YOU:)<3
and emo notes, for the win. =)