"Friday nights make me realize I have no friends" - Jynessa

Well here I am. On a Friday night. Alone. My mom went out. My dad's watching tv. My sister is upstairs. I actually practiced piano for more than an hour today. And with the cd. My piano teacher is actually probably the greatest piano teacher. I've known her since I started playing piano, she's russian, she has the coolest accent of life, she dresses pretty cool, she gives me good tips to remebering things, she's strict, she call's me after competitions to know my mark, and best of all she gets me cd's that I don't pay for and gives them to me so I can practice. She's so sweet, she my music mother. And for that I love her.

Jenn's brownie cookies!
- Oil
- Brownie Mix
- An egg
- Water

Mix them up blend it, use a spoon and put it on a cookie sheet. Leave it in the oven for 10 minutes and voila, delicious cookies! I put M&M's on my mine. I'm the future Betty Crocker. I'm bringing those cookies for CPO tomorrow. Yay for my delishhh cookies.

Okay so let me write a little emo paragraph since I haven't written on here in a while because well this is public. So I hate watching people cry. I actually don't know what to do. I totally freak out. Because when I usually cry, I run away and hide so I don't have to deal with anyone there for no one would have to deal with me, plus I feel so humiliated crying in public. So I actually hate crying in public. And it makes me sad when I see someone cry because I feel so helpless and I don't know what to do to make them stop. Also, I hate when my dad calls me when I'm practicing piano. Like hello! You can hear me practicing yet he tells me to put something away when he's right there its so irritating. Also, when you make peoples lunch in the morning and then when you get in the car there all pissed at you because you turned off the bloody lights and they say "you did eveything to piss me off" so I made your whole lunch? That pissed you off? No thank you. So ungrateful. Omg. Okay enough of this emoness, this belongs in my emo book. Have a lovely friendless friday.

Wish me luck, CPO is tomorrow and there kicking people out of Belgium. Hopefully it's not me?