How do you do love?

Let's break this down. I have absolutely nothing. Absolutely nothing besides piano & singing. Nothing at all. The dancing thing doesn't work for me. Guitar is a pain. I suck at all sports. I'm not asian and smart. I'm not an artist where I can draw and make abstract paintings. I'm not tall nor skinny to be a model. I actually don't have much going for me. Except, piano & singing. And without let's face it, what would I be? What else could I be? I don't know. I wrote down a list of things I could use for a talent. But isn't a talent something your good at it? Like something you were born to do and you like doing it? It just doesn't feel right making a list of some talents I could learn to do. I can't beleive I have to make a list of talents. I can't beleive I have to find something new to do. I can't beleive that everything I once had is gone. I can't beleive it. It's all gone. Because now, everything I once had. Their taking it away from me. Not to mention, I feel like complete shit. No inspiration anywhere. I have a piano competition and I can't even play the bloody song without making at least 5 mistakes. And I don't memorize it either. Fml. Wait what? Life? I don't have a life either because their stealing it away from me too.

Jennifer Fermo, I join the talentless.