I hope he still looks like you.

Welcome aboard jenn's mind!

It's bugging me inside. See this is what happens when you don't tell the person what bothered you. You keep it inside even though he's long gone forgotton about you and he already has a girlfriend. Yeah this is what happens when you just let everything inside and you don't tell anyone because you are ashamed, and you felt like a stupid girl waiting forever and ever and you actually thought you were going to get somewhere. Omg. It's almost been a year, I feel like *sy* writing about her exboyfriend from what? Like a year ago. Hello! You should be over things like this. You shouldn't have to think about this thing. There should be a button on your head that says delete and you could delete everything go on with you life and you would never have to worry about that person or think about them again. But, there isn't. And to get rid of this feeling because it bugs me and I can't let go until I release it. So here we go. I don't really want people to see it.

I hate the fact that I knew you ten times longer than her and you went with her anyways. I hate the fact you cuddled and almost kissed or maybe kissed the girl who would call me and call me a fat whore. When you were right there. And you would let them use your phone to call me and you would laugh with them. It showed that you didn't care and it was okay for them to talk shit about me. I hated the fact that even though I was mad at you from the following night, you didn't even say hi to me the next day or try to apologize at least. I hate the fact that you don't like tongue. I hate how you would hang up on me all the time. I hate the fact that your name is so ugly and everytime I hear it or hear of it I cringe. I hate the fact that you talked to 3 girls all at the same time telling all of them you liked them. Including me. I hate how you would get my phone taken away all the fucking time. I hate your jansport bag. I hate those vans you wear all the time. I hate your friends. I hate how whenever I said I missed you, you would always mention it and make me feel like I should have never said it. I hate how you watch my facebook videos. I hate it I hate it I hate it! And most of all I hate you. I lied. Okay not. I don't hate you.

Do I feel better? I think so.