Sad.

I have exacly 5mins and 10 seconds to write this. I am presently at the library and I was quite sad today. I hate boys!! They make me so angry. But then again he was different. He was a prep. Since when does a girl like me get a prep? Never. Exacly! And I think that was the problem. And he said I was pretty but he didn't like me. And it's not like I liked him alot. He was just a little crush. A little crush. That's all it was. I'm just gonna go on with my love life here. So ever since such conversations he hasn ever left my mind. I see him in the hallways but refuse to say hi. Then there's the one who beleives my theory and also completed my theory and it was amazing! Ever since then, it was just great. And then there's the on/off thing that pisses me off the most. Because it's not like we talk everyday but when we talk it's as if a broken up couple likes eachother again and there getting back together and that's all we are. A broken up couple that likes eachother and can stay up on the phone till 3. And then there are the little crushes of boys that I don't even know and it's sad because I always see them and I wish we could just bump into eachother but I am far too shy for that!

Lesson: Don't ever go for a prep. Don't ever expect that the prep is going to like you back. You look desperate and they'll just look at you as some girl not in their group who is obsessed with them and who tries to talk to them. Preps plus weird girls don't work. Remember that folks.

My time is running short, chaotic wednesdays it the worst day of the week. I just have to get over this week and then I'll be okay for march break. Which brings work, $5 movies with mahhh girlzzz, and lookbook pics. I hate the weeks before a big break.

+ 69% in math? Lovely. I get 80% on tests and assignments I bomb a test and an assignment and I have fucking 69. And it just had to be the number 69. 696969696969696969. Sex me.

Today:
-school
-passport picture
-library
-nap time in the car
-1 hour for piano
-1 hour for dinner
-Secret Garden rehersal
-home

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE.