Failures and many more to come.

Ah, Piano competition month you'd think you could at least win one. But no. This is the thing, like someone you thought that wasn't good and the performance didn't really touch you, yet they win 1st place. This is the thing I will never understand about piano competitions. See with singing you can really tell if the person on stage is pouring out her heart. See? Not to mention I hated the song I was playing it was too happy, and I need a song where I can express my emoness. And it's not like I even got a good score it was a crap score. So fml.

The positive thing in this? I can finally relax, no piano for 2 weeks since my teacher has gone to her homelands, Russia. So I will be playing whatever I want sonata's and suites can go hide from me for 2 weeks.

May 18 (Victoria Day, you know the rest day) - Cpo Practice, May 19 - Spring Concert, May 20 - Spring Concert, May 21 - Trip to the Zoo, May 22, 24, 25 - Carassaga Weekend.

Just imagine how exhausted I will be, just imagine.