I haven't posted anything real because well, there is no inspiration anywhere. Oh inspiration, come to me! I need you. I'm still feeling extremely emo.
I can't touch my piano without feeling frustrated. I wish I was trained in opera so I can be an amazing singer. School is coming to an end, which means stress has come. Hot weather = allergy season. I'm tired of myself. I'm tired of feeling lousy all the time. I'm going to bible camp?! Judge me. My father left us for the week. I will be spending this whole week at the gym. Not to mention, some lady problem that is supposed to happen every month hasn't happened this month. I've given my face a rest and started to go natural more often. I'm filled with emo shit.
Where are my friends? Oh, they are non existent. Since I spend my weekends alone. But it's okay being alone builds character. No it doesn't. I lied. All I need is a job then I'll forget about this no friends thing. Because I will be busy working. Not to mention summer is up ahead. And if I don't even have friends to hang out with on the weekends how is my summer supposed to be? Maybe I'll just go to summer school the whole summer then I won't have to feel like crap because I have no friends. WHY CAN'T I HAVE STABLE FRIENDS ..........
All I really need at this moment is some inspiration. I'm guessing everyone else had a wonderful weekend. Or if yours was lousy, cheers!
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