I made this choice, this choice I thought that would be wonderful for me except that it ruined my life. And here I am, with nothing. And there everyone is, happy. And I wonder what would of happened if I just stayed? And it just really sucks because even if I was to go back now it wouldn't change anything because everyone has already moved on and I am still there wondering what the fuck happened.

Happy weekend. I'm spending the weekend watching Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe movies and doing my homework from night school, day school, and piano.

xoxo
jenn